At my four month ultrasound, the room smelled like disinfectant and gel, and my baby’s heartbeat blinked on the screen. Dr. Brennan didn’t smile. Her hands trembled as her eyes dropped to my chart, stopping on the name at the top: Grant Mercer. Then she reached over and turned the monitor off. Like someone yanked the plug on my future and dared me to pretend it was normal. “Mrs. Mercer,” she said, barely audible, “come with me.” In her office she locked the door, and I whispered, “Is my baby okay?” She nodded once. “Your baby is fine,” she said. “But you need to leave your husband today, and call a lawyer before you go home.”
The doctor’s hands were shaking. I watched her stare at my file, not the ultrasound screen where my baby’s heartbeat…