I never thought the worst thing I’d do in my life would happen while I was lying in a bed, pretending I couldn’t move my legs.

I’m a prince. My whole life has been about duty, image, and doing what makes sense for the kingdom, not what makes sense for my heart.
Love, they always told me, comes later. If it comes at all.

So when they promised me to Elena, it sounded perfect on paper.

Her family is old, powerful, loyal to the crown. She is beautiful in every portrait, she writes flawless letters, always saying the right thing about alliances, responsibility, the future of Spain. Our engagement was like a contract between two houses, signed long before we had a real conversation without ten people listening.

The problem was simple: every time I read her letters, I felt… nothing.

Respect, yes. Admiration, sure. But no warmth. No clumsy joke, no silly secret, no “how are you really?”
It was all “the kingdom, the throne, the image, the expectations.”

I started to wonder: if I lost everything that makes me “the prince” – my health, my strength, the idea that I’m unbreakable – would she still want me?
Or would she only see a broken crown she never asked for?

I didn’t know that question would almost destroy my life.

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The fall happened on a morning that started like any other.

Training, horses, formal smiles, the same corridors I’ve walked since I could barely reach the windows. I took my favorite horse out to ride. I wanted speed, wind, anything to stop the noise in my head.

Then there was a stone. A small stupid stone.

My horse stumbled. I felt my body thrown into the air, the world flipping for one long, slow heartbeat. I hit the ground hard on my back. For a moment I couldn’t feel my legs at all.

“Your Highness!” voices screamed from everywhere.

Lying there, staring at the sky, I heard myself say the words almost without thinking:
“I… I don’t feel my legs.”

Panic exploded around me. Hands lifted me onto a blanket, then onto a cart.
My back was burning, my legs were numb and heavy. I wasn’t sure if it was real or just fear.

The royal doctor examined me in my room. Pressing, moving, asking me to describe the pain. After a long time, he sighed.

“The fall was serious, Your Highness,” he said. “The nerves in your back are affected. But I don’t see clear signs of permanent damage. With rest, there is a good chance you will recover movement.”

“A good chance.” Not a promise.

He left to talk to the others. And that’s when everything got out of control.

He said “affection in the legs” and “we must see how far it goes.”
By the time the words passed through the palace, it became “the prince cannot move his legs” and then “the prince is paralyzed.”

No one wanted to lie. They were just afraid. And fear decorates everything.

When the doctor came back, he told me, “There will be rumors. People always exaggerate.”

And suddenly, the question that had been hiding in a corner of my mind walked right out and sat beside me:

What would Elena do… if I really never walked again?

I should have pushed that thought away. I should have been grateful just to be alive.
Instead, I made the worst decision of my life.

I decided not to stop the rumor.

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That night a young maid came in with a jug of water.

Simple dress, apron, hair covered with a white scarf. I must have seen her hundreds of times without noticing. The palace is full of people who move like shadows so we can shine.

“Forgive me, Your Highness,” she said softly. “They told me to bring you fresh water.”

I told her to leave it on the table, but the glass was too far. She noticed.

“May I pour some for you?” she asked.

I nodded.

She poured carefully, then stepped closer to help me drink, one hand on the back of my pillow, the other steadying the glass. No trembling, no nervous giggles, no fake drama. Just quiet focus.

“What’s your name?” I asked.

“Lucía, Your Highness.”

“Thank you, Lucía.”

When she saw me awkwardly trying to adjust my pillow, she hesitated.

“Excuse me… the pillow is too low. May I fix it?”

No lady of the court had ever dared to move my pillow without three layers of permission. I told her yes. She slid her hands under the pillow and lifted gently while I raised my head. She moved like she was afraid of hurting me, but not afraid of touching me.

“Better?” she asked.

“Much better.”

Her smile was small, shy, and completely real.

Before leaving she added, “If you need something and I’m nearby, call for me. I know they don’t always let us in here, but… if I can help, I’ll come.”

So simple. So normal.
“As if I were just a man in a bed,” I thought, “not a symbol of a kingdom.”

And then my brain, already poisoned with fear, whispered again:

If everyone believes you’re paralyzed… she will have to show who she really is.

If Elena stayed, I’d know she chose me.
If she ran, at least I’d find out before marrying a dream of perfection.

It sounded almost logical in my broken head.

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The next days I played my part.

I moved my legs only when alone. In front of others, I stayed still, asked for help to sit, let them push the chair closer to the window. I was injured, yes. But I exaggerated my weakness.

The rumors grew. Some people prayed for me. Some secretly wondered if a “damaged” prince could still be king. Others treated me like glass or like a problem to be solved.

Only Lucía spoke to me like a person.

She brought food, changed my sheets, helped the doctor turn me when my back hurt too much. She told me little stories from the kitchens and the laundry rooms. Not gossip about nobles, but tiny, human things: who sang while working, who missed their village, how the palace sounded at night when all the candles were out.

“I walk a lot,” she said once, laughing. “This place is huge. But the walls talk if you listen.”

“What do they say about me?” I asked.

She hesitated. “That the fall was bad. That people are afraid. Some have pity, some are already calculating what happens if you can’t walk again.”

“And you?” I asked. “Are you afraid of being near a man everyone calls an invalid now?”

Lucía looked straight at me.

“I’d be more afraid to leave you alone,” she said quietly. “Sick or healthy, you’re still a person.”

I didn’t know what to answer. Nobody had called me “a person” in a long time. Only “the prince”, “His Highness”, “the heir”.

That night, my decision hardened.

If I was going to be judged, I wanted to know who was truly with me.

Even if the test was cruel.

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When news of my “paralysis” reached Elena and her father, they came to the palace.

The whole place went insane. Extra flowers, polished floors, servants running like the queen herself was arriving.

I watched from my bed as people made everything shine for the woman who might soon decide if I was still worth marrying.

Elena entered my room in a deep blue dress, perfect posture, every hair in place. She greeted me with practiced sweetness, sat beside my bed and asked, “Tell me in your own words… how are you?”

“The doctor says my legs are affected,” I told her. “I can’t stand today. I don’t know when… or if… I will walk like before.”

She lowered her eyes for a moment. When she looked up again, her face showed beautiful, clean compassion.

“It must be very hard for you,” she said. “You always loved riding and dancing.”

“I did,” I answered. “What about you? What do you feel, knowing your future husband might never walk again?”

She took a breath, choosing her words carefully.

“No one should make big decisions in a moment like this,” she replied. “First we must know your final condition. A royal marriage is not just between two people. It is a commitment to the kingdom, to stability, to appearances. We must be clear about everything.”

It sounded reasonable. Responsible. Mature.
It also sounded like: “If you stay broken, I might leave.”

Later, outside my room, she told her father – thinking no one important could hear – that she hadn’t dreamed of spending her life pushing a chair and hiding a weak husband from the court.

Lucía happened to pass in that corridor. The words hit her like a stone.

They hit me too, when Don Rodrigo, my father’s adviser, told me what he had heard.

“Maybe she was afraid,” he said, trying to soften it.

“But she had a chance,” I replied, “to say: ‘I’ll stay, no matter what.’ And she didn’t.”

That night, Lucía brought me warm milk because she “heard it helps with sleep.”
“I’ve heard too much today,” I told her.

We talked. I asked her:

“If you knew that someone you love would leave you the moment you got sick, what would you do?”

She thought carefully.

“If it was obligation, I don’t know,” she said. “But if it was real love… I’d stay. Even if it hurt. Otherwise, what’s the point of saying ‘I love you’?”

Her words cut straight through me.

Here I was, playing with everyone’s feelings to “test” love, and this maid, who had nothing to gain, talked about staying like it was the most natural thing in the world.

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Weeks passed.

Elena’s visits grew rarer, colder. She always said the right sentences about prayer, hope, and patience, but her eyes were somewhere else. The conversations were about weather, court events, anything but the possibility that I might never stand again.

Meanwhile, Lucía’s presence became the anchor of my days.

If she was late bringing water, I caught myself asking the other servants, “Has Lucía been seen today?”
When she appeared, my chest relaxed, and I hated how obvious that felt.

One afternoon, while she was changing my shirt, I accidentally pushed too hard with one leg to help lift my weight. She felt the mattress shift, saw the muscle working under my skin.

“Your Highness,” she whispered, “your leg… it moved strongly.”

I froze.

“The doctor says I’m improving,” I replied quickly. “But I’m not ready to walk.”

“I believe you,” she said. “But I also believe you’re not as helpless as everyone thinks.”

Our eyes met. For the first time, I realized I couldn’t lie to her as easily as to everyone else.

“I won’t repeat what I saw,” she added softly. “It’s not my place. But be careful, Alejandro. A lie born from fear can still destroy you.”

She called me Alejandro only in her head, I think. But I heard it.

That same day, Elena’s father began moving his pieces.

He sent a formal letter to the royal council, questioning my “emotional stability” and whether I was capable of leading a kingdom if I turned my injury into a theater of pity. He didn’t know how right he was… or maybe he did.

The council summoned a public audience. The king, the nobles, Elena’s family, and I would face the truth together.

I knew I couldn’t keep pretending much longer.

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The morning of the audience, Lucía came to help me dress.

“Today they judge me,” I joked weakly.

“Today you judge yourself,” she replied.

She buttoned my simple, dark red coat, not the flashy ceremonial one. We agreed: this was not a day to shine. It was a day to be honest.

When I stood up beside the bed – slowly, shaking, holding onto the wooden frame – she watched my legs carry my weight for several seconds.

“You can walk,” she said, voice trembling.

“Not far, not fast,” I answered. “But yes. I can.”

“Then why go in the wheelchair?” she asked.

“Because that’s what they believe,” I said. “And I need them to see the lie with their own eyes when I stand up from it. I started this mess. I should be the one to end it.”

She looked like she wanted to argue, but instead she nodded.

“In the hall, I’ll be with the servants at the side,” she whispered. “If you feel like you’re alone, look for me.”

I don’t know if you’ve ever had someone say that to you with nothing to gain from it. It hits differently.

The guards rolled me to the great hall. Every step of the wheels echoed like a drum inside my chest.

The doors opened. Conversation died. Dozens of eyes focused on the “paralyzed” prince.

The king sat straight on his throne. Elena was in the front row, pale blue dress this time, holding her fan like a shield. Her father stood beside her, jaw tight.

They started talking about letters, rumors, duties. Then came the question that couldn’t be avoided.

“My son,” the king said, “tell us plainly: what is your condition?”

My mouth was dry, but my mind felt strangely clear.

“I will,” I said. “But I won’t like the man you’re about to see.”

I told them everything.

The fall. The doctor’s cautious optimism. The rumor of paralysis. The moment I realized I could use that rumor to see who truly loved me – my fiancée, my allies, my people.

“I let the lie grow,” I said. “I fed it with my silence. I chose to look weaker than I was so I could test the hearts of others. That was cowardly. That was cruel. I won’t pretend otherwise.”

The hall murmured, angry and shocked.

Then I took a breath.

“And there is something else,” I added. “I am not the invalid you think I am.”

I placed my hands on the arms of the wheelchair. Every muscle in my back screamed. My legs shook. The whole world watched.

Slowly, I stood up.

Gasps, curses, whispers. I took one step, then another, away from the chair. I wasn’t graceful. My balance was off. But I walked.

“I am not fully healed,” I told them. “I still hurt. I still struggle. But I can stand. I chose to hide that. You may hate me for this. You may decide I’m not fit to be king. I’ll accept it. But I won’t live another day imprisoned in a lie I created myself.”

One of the councillors asked the question out loud:

“How can we trust a man who faked weakness to manipulate those around him?”

“I’m not asking for blind trust,” I answered. “I’m asking for the chance to earn it with honesty from now on. I was terrified of marrying someone who loved the crown more than me. I thought a test would protect me. Instead I became the one who deserved to be tested.”

Then the king turned to Elena.

“Child,” he said, “you heard everything. No one will blame you for your answer. Do you still wish to marry my son?”

Elena looked at me, really looked, maybe for the first time.

“I respect His Highness,” she said. “I pity what he went through. But when I believed he’d be paralyzed, I was afraid. I imagined a life spent hiding a weak husband from the court, being judged for his condition… and I wanted to run. I am not proud of that, but it’s the truth. If I stay now, it won’t be out of love. It will be out of fear of what people will say.”

Her honesty hurt… but it also set me free.

“Then we should not marry,” I said quietly.

The king dissolved the engagement publicly. No one was blamed. The official reason: “health and changing circumstances.” Everyone knew there was more, but sometimes the official version is the least cruel.

You’d think the story ends there. It doesn’t.

Because one of the nobles, eager for more drama, raised his voice:

“And what about the maid, Your Majesty?”

Every head turned.

They had seen Lucía. They had seen me talk to her in the corridors, rely on her in ways that looked suspicious to those who only understand politics, not kindness.

“It is said,” the man continued, “that there is an employee who spends more time with the prince than his own fiancée. That she has his ear. That she has his heart.”

The king looked at me. “Is this true?”

In that moment I had a choice: throw Lucía under the carriage to protect myself… or speak the truth I had already promised.

“It is true that she has cared for me more than anyone,” I said. “It is true that I speak with her honestly. And yes… somewhere along the way, I realized I had feelings for her. Not as a prince for a servant. As a man for a woman who saw him when he had nothing to offer.”

The hall exploded again. Shock, disapproval, disgust, curiosity – all of it.

The king asked Lucía to step forward. I watched her walk through that sea of stares, head high but hands shaking.

“Did you encourage my son?” he asked her. “Did you try to climb above your place?”

“No, Your Majesty,” she answered. “I didn’t plan anything. He was hurt; I was told to take care of him. I brought water, food, clean sheets. I told him the truth when I thought he needed to hear it. I… grew to care for him, yes. But I never asked him for promises, never dreamed of taking anyone’s crown. I just didn’t want him to feel alone.”

She could have said nothing about her feelings. She could have lied to protect herself.

But she didn’t.

That’s when my father – the same man who’d taught me to be hard, strategic, untouchable – surprised me.

“This is a mess,” he said to the hall. “But at least it is an honest mess now.”

He turned to me.

“I will not strip you of your title, Alejandro,” he said. “But you will have to regain the trust of this court and this kingdom. Not with pretty speeches. With work. With consistency. Under the eye of the council, for as long as it takes.”

I nodded. It was more mercy than I deserved.

“And you,” he told Lucía, “I will not punish you for feeling what many here have probably felt in secret. But if you stay in this palace, your life will change. You will be watched. Judged. You may one day stand at my son’s side… or you may be blamed for everything that goes wrong. Do you want that risk?”

Lucía looked at me. I didn’t speak. I didn’t beg. I just let her see the truth in my eyes: “Whatever you choose, I will understand.”

“I’m afraid,” she said, voice shaking. “But I don’t want to run away from what I feel. If I can stay, learn, serve the queen and also stand near the prince without hiding… then I accept.”

The king smiled just a little.

“Then you will move to the queen’s household,” he declared. “You’ll be trained in reading, writing, etiquette. Not because you’re not enough – but because this court devours those who don’t speak its language.”

And just like that, in front of everyone, the maid no one used to notice became a name people whispered for a new reason.

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It didn’t turn into a fairy tale overnight.

For months, I walked with a cane and a thousand suspicious eyes on my back. Every decision I made for the kingdom was checked twice. Every mistake was blamed on my “emotional instability” and on “that girl.”

Lucía stumbled too. She mispronounced titles, dropped a fork in front of a duchess, curtsied too deep or not deep enough. Some noblewomen tried to humiliate her. She came to me in tears more than once.

“Maybe I should leave,” she said one night. “Go back to being invisible. Life was easier there.”

“Easier,” I said, “but not honest.”

We kept going. We fell. We got up. We learned.

And slowly, something changed.

People saw me visit blacksmiths, farmers, old soldiers who actually knew pain, not just played with the idea of it like I had. I listened more than I spoke. I stopped hiding my limp. I stopped pretending not to need help when I did.

Lucía, meanwhile, learned to walk in silk without losing the way she laughed with the kitchen staff. She would sit with the queen and read reports, then sneak out to hug an old cook who’d known her since she was ten.

One year after the audience, my father allowed us to marry.

Not because it was politically brilliant. But because, in his words, “A king who has learned humility might be more useful than another perfect statue.”

The wedding wasn’t gigantic. Enough nobles to make it official, enough common people to make it real. Some of Lucía’s old co-workers were allowed to watch from the back. I saw them wiping their eyes with their sleeves.

When we said our vows, I didn’t promise perfection.
I promised I would never again hide behind an illness, a title, or a lie.

She promised she would keep telling me the truth, even when it hurt.

Now, many years later, people still tell our story wrong.

Some say, “He was a prince who faked being paralyzed.”
Others say, “She was a maid who stole a crown.”

Both versions miss the point.

The truth is uglier and more beautiful at the same time:
I was a scared man who hurt people because I didn’t know how to ask, “Will you love me if I’m broken?”
She was a brave woman who loved me enough to stay… but also loved herself enough to never pretend.

So here I am, writing this like a long confession to strangers on a screen.

I’m not asking you to excuse what I did. I wouldn’t, if I were you.

I just want to know:

If you were in my place back then – afraid of being loved only for your status, afraid of ending up with someone who runs at the first real problem – what would you have done?

Would you have trusted and risked everything?

Or would you have created your own terrible “test” like I did?

Be honest with me in the comments. I’ve heard enough lies in my life.